PATSY

I feel bittersweet.

Mon August 3

I feel bittersweet about leaving. It's good to be going home to see my family but sad to be leaving the babies and Tori and Dean. Now that I won't be Stella's baby nurse, I plan to do a lot of stuff around my house: gardening, putting up drapes, etc. You now? All the things that needed to be done that I wasn't able to get to while in LA.

I am going to miss everything though. I am going to miss California, the kids, the nice people that I met while working there, and most of all I'm going to miss my second family (Tori and Dean).

But it's time for me to take care of myself now. I'm working with the doctors and am moving closer to getting my surgery.

Love you all,
Patsy