TORI

Dean's my rock!


When Dean and I got together we always said we would do everything together. It was our idyllic pact and it worked in theory. But reality, work, and two babies later, that's just not always possible.

I went to The Mother Goose Parade in San Diego. Actually, I was the Grand Marshall. Seemed pretty cool till Dean couldn't go with me. We are madly in love and work well TOGETHER! It was so scary to think of having to attend a media event without him. He's my rock! On red carpets I always get nervous. I've been doing them my whole life and my heart still flutters the minute I step onto one. Perhaps it's because deep down I know the pictures taken will be scrutinized by the media and harsh eyes will be looking for any and every flaw that they can find. Was my mouth puckered? Did I look shiny? Were my nipples even? Is that another baby bump they see or is my dress just wrinkling? Did my arms appear too thin? Jeez... Hope my big toe looked ok. Just joking. But, my point is when Dean is with me I feel better. I step out onto that red carpet, hear the flashes go off, my heart races, and then I look to my husband who always has a look on his face like a giddy schoolboy seeing his prom date for the first time. He gives me a sense of calm and makes me feel confident and beautiful. So, that event without him stood for more than just one missed event. It made me worry that maybe our pact of perpetual togetherness just wasn't practical.



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Mommyof One | June 22, 2009 4:45 PM | Reply

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Dorrill Gaynor | June 21, 2009 11:27 PM | Reply

Tori, you may not see it, but your life is out of control, and history is repeating itself,after all the madness you will end up a lonely woman no husband (Dean is in it for the money and the exposure) no kids because Liam is a daddy's boy and stella loves Patsy. So take a breath slow down and take inventory on your life and prioritize what is most important to you.Do you think that your mother with all the money is at peace with herself. Look at your mother, that's what you future would lool like. Another set of books one from Stella and I know Liam like your brother don't give a hoot.

Tori, you may not see it, but your life is out of control, and history is repeating itself,after all the madness you will end up a lonely woman no husband (Dean is in it for the money and the exposure) no kids because Liam is a daddy's boy and stella loves Patsy. So take a breath slow down and take inventory on your life and prioritize what is most important to you.Do you think that your mother with all the money is at peace with herself. Look at your mother, that's what you future would lool like. Another set of books one from Stella and I know Liam like your brother don't give a hoot.

Juanita Corral | June 20, 2009 1:46 PM | Reply

Hi Tori, I Love your show, and I truly Love the nail polish you wear is it possible for you to tell me the make and color....thanks

Tori I have to say I totally agree with you! Having someone who supports you, stands by you and is on your side through everything is the glue that holds a family together! Thank God for men that do that. It's refreshing I must say to finally see a celebrity on TV that people can relate to. A real MOM who is present in her childrens live, has valid mommy worries, frets and still has down to earth insecurities, all the while working and keeping a family together. That sets you apart Tori and keep being real. My son is a week older than Stella and I love your books and watching the show because I TOTALLY relate! Keep up the good work!

This is off the subject, but I am worried sick about your little dog who had diarrhea so badly, and Dean was ready to get rid of the poor dog. First of all, it's not the dog's fault he/she had diarrhea. The dog needs to go to a vet to see what is wrong. When a dog has diarrhea *that* badly, he can't hold it in - even humans have that problem when they have it. I couldn't believe my ears when Dean was talking about the dog as if he/she did all that on purpose!! Please - get the dog some vet care, some training, and/or - a RESPONSIBLE FAMILY who knows how to take care of dogs and has compassion for the dog. My heart is aching for this little dog.


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I've created the family I used to dream about.
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We're going to have to make another baby real soon.
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Although I am happy to be home, I will miss Thanksgiving with Tori, Dean, and the kids.
Read Patsy's blog
I thought Tori inviting her mother to the party was the right thing to do.
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A small moment of peace and quiet? Doubt it!
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Since the RSVP came back as a "Yes", we figured then she must be coming!
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